Goodbye yes Girl

Pam
7 min readSep 9, 2022
Photo by kevin laminto on Unsplash

Hi, my name is Pam, as a person whose Zodiac sign is Gemini which means in the English language form of “It takes two to tango” which means we come in twins. Most people think of the Gemini people who have two sides that consist of the nice and naughty side or as the girl with a double life which Is where I come from. You see by day I’m just Pam the girl who’s an online college student, who writes songs in her free time, and most importantly who puts everyone first before herself. At night as I get myself ready for bed that’s when the nightmares start happening. For the last fifteen years of my life, I’ve dealt with mental and verbal abuse from each of these characters whose names I won’t mention for safety purposes, but they know who they are. At the end of the day, I’m here to share my story with readers of all ages and to also let them know that “you’re never alone and that it’s never too late to ask for help.

When I was originally living In California life in Cali in my opinion was supposed to be the best time of my life where not only do we live in one of the states where it’s sunny most of the time, we’re known for great weather, great food and most importantly I’m from LA which is the city of live entertainment of both arts and music. Even though I was proud of living in one of the coolest states where you can do anything or be anything that you wanted to be, I on the other hand was thinking of ways for the nightmares to come to an end once and for all but most importantly I was looking for a way to heal again. This all started when I was around fourteen years old when I found myself living in a household where the moment you walk through the front door, all you see is a room filled with family pictures of the mother and the daughter. As you continue to step inside the house not only do you feel the presence of the queen’s domineering figure from the moment that she walks into the living room that’s when her hawk sense kicks in.

Let me introduce you to everyone first things first ladies first, we have the mother/wife of the household. This woman isn’t just considered the decision maker however, she also sees herself as a perfectionist who loves to control her daughter and her husband’s life. Moving on to the next character which is the daughter aka. “The actress” she’s not given this name because of her dramatic moments in real life she’s also a tween actress…

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Pam

Born and raised in sunny California. Online college Student. A songwriter at heart.